Johari Window

was gathering with family and celebrate Mooncake Festival
cousin A was talking about someone chasing after her
then she and cousin B were talking about that guy
B say A shouldn't accept him coz he's too similar to me in terms of appearance and personality

"quiet, shy, don't know how to talk, nerd nerd, blur blur"

this is me in their eyes
didn't feel hurt but thank them for letting me understand another side of me better

our behavior tend to be contextual..
we might be different person in front of different people
i know:
im talkative, crappy, lame in front of some friends
im boring, dull and stupid in front of another friends
im superior, act smart, bullyer in front of another people
im selfish, money minded, wicked in another people's eye
im outdated, noob, nerd in the third world's view
different people here could be family, friends, cousin, new friends, colleague, strangers or others
i know all these side of me
and there are even more sides that i do not know or people do not see
this is what the Johari Window talk about..
so, thanks if you can let me know the 'blind spot' side of me
and feel free to tell me whenever you want, i'll be very much appreciate it :)
but i'll definitely not telling you the 'Facade' side..

one of the reasons i study psychology is to understand myself better
but i realize im losing myself deeper and deeper..
one moment i value this very much, another moment i just 100% opposing it
am i just weird?

stop keep complaining you're poor when you're not.
please think of the one in front of you who's feeling worse and badly suffering than you

-wil-
中秋节快了 =D