update

i wanted to write more but i guess i just can't make it
everytime i have the urge to blog, there's sure something going on that stops me from writing (typing)
i guess i'm becoming more and more reserved or you might want to say hiding myself in another sense
not sure why this happens

Worklife Anxiety

urrghh it's been some time since my last writing
two things i wanted to express tonight
but i guess i will only write one that affecting me the most, urging me to write
because i duno who or where can i talk to about this :(

usually we hear people talk about fear/anxiety before marriage (婚前恐惧症)
but now i'm wondering whether is there anything call fear before work (工前恐惧症)?
the nearer i am to graduation, the more fear i feel on me