离

生离死别乃是天然之道
i deeply understand this statemen
facing all kinds of new-born, reunite, separation, death that cannot be avoided in everyone's life

Gratitude

thanks for giving me so much problem
to allow me grow stronger with each challenge i faced
yet, i tend to blame people every time i face any difficulty
just did it last few days and somore the person had nothing to do with the problem
it's my weakness i know and conscious about it
kinda regret for saying what i said and pity the person for kena "shoot" all of sudden
trying to get rid of it, believe me =(

Update lor

i think im having serious bipolar issue..
few minutes ago i was happy and satisfy with everything, suddenly i turn into terribly emo condition
fck my life -.-

how's my holiday?
just back from uncle house for sister's farewell + advanced mothers' day celebration
very happy and full of family feeling with all the kids running around
lots to eat, lots to do, less to talk (me only) but it just warm
i'll miss this day coz it'll not be happen again anytime soon i guess

went for a concert and the first ever star-chasing in my life on the day-of-cleanliness
thanks to Miss Kidney, her friend "tea-bag" and perhaps yang too
it's boring at the beginning coz duno much songs but get heated up during the climax (duh)
kinda experience, coz she's soooooo near! but didn't get to TOUCH her though =(
all i can say is.. she's damn PRETTEH and super KECIT!
so what we usually see her on tv or newspaper or from computer are all illusions!
then someone went into the casino since already 21 kononnya..
i didn't even have the interest to enter and never ever think of it before, but bipolar aroused my curiosity about how's a real casino like?
damn it

also, been watching movies, 1 movie each night..
finally doing what i wanted to do since years ago, duno why just can't sit still for movies in front of com
but i'm leaving behind things i should do during this break: plan for next semester / final year
FINAL YEAR ler! thesis, intern, work after graduation.. all soon to be reality..

last but not least,

RIP my dear study table since i was young

it was an antique in my house for more than 20 years
recently borrowed to relatives and today someone used it as base for BBQ equipment
there it goes, end up huge fire in the air
and i was the first and only person noticing the fire!
i keep shouting "fire fire on table, fo fo toi chut fo" while walking and holding the food
they took few seconds to understand what i meant
then we took some time to figure out what to do:
 - save food or put off fire or remove the BBQ equipment first..
 - then use water or use sand or use newspaper to put off fire..
i know it's obvious but just funny time we had there

ok mood recover after writing
time to oi oi..

-wil-
chen xin run~ HEY!