inception

5 hours sleep after 26 hours of waking period

it's damn syok, a nice deep sleep under a raining evening/night

what's funny is my time messed up quite a moment

in a short period, i'm not conscious about where am i, what was i doing before sleep, what am i suppose to do after that

but reality is still reality, as long u're living with human in a house, sure someone will stop you from your dreamland

most important thing that i want to share is an insight from my dream

in the middle of a nice dream, suddenly a phrase from "inception" came into my mind

"in a dream, you'll not realize how you end up in the place until you start to think of it"

and so, in this dream, i really get to think of it

hooolaa! i realize i wasn't in real world, it's a dream!

finally i did it! finding out what's happening is actually a dream, in a dream..

come to think of it, even in "real life"
(for those who studied psychology, just forget about what hera taught us for awhile)
do you ever think of how you land on this place, this world?
what's your earliest memory of you in this world?
how do you end up here?
if you can't remember, would you say the so-called real life is actually a dream?
it's sort of make sense i guess..
because at times, we couldn't control what's happening around us, just like dreams
all we can do is just run with the flow and not knowing what is coming
people might be good to you this moment and betray you at the other second
what you can do is just.. haih..
even if we tried to control, results is just two, good dream or nightmare (wet dreams also can =P)
so does it mean death is the true waking up and not what is discussed?
an interesting topic to think of more..

happy holiday =)

-wil-
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